February 2011
93 posts
January 2011
55 posts
a problem
everything seems to be getting harder. it really isn’t the amount of work or the work itself, but it’s having any motivation to do any of the work… it’s a new semester. my first last semester of high school. i know that it will all be over soon. i know that if i don’t give it my all, i will be disappointed in myself, but i really don’t want to try anymore....
what are you supposed to do when you don’t even have a desire to move on. unfortunately, i am extremely unmotivated… with school, with my future. that is basically my life right now. unmotivated in life.
inspire me. please.
the future is unknown, the past is somehow currently erased from my brain, and the present… is blurry. what now?
I wish....
we could all love unconditionally…
i guess that means… that i am wishing for too much. cause if we all loved unconditionally… the world would be perfect.
water balloons
you know when you fill up a balloon with water? you start to feel when you are overfilling the balloon right? you feel the tension, and know that it’s about to pop. I guess you can say that i feel that way. there is just too much going on in my head, but i never let it out. so many emotions, so many thoughts…
why am i like this? well i guess i am a bit strange, but i have been giving...
“I never do nothing. I think I’ve forgotten how.”
– (via melissacooke)
“To fall in love with God is the greatest of all romances; to seek him, the...”
– St. Augustine (via thywordistruth)
it’s sad when those around you are disappointments. it hurts when those you love disappoint you. it’s scary when you become a disappointment to those you love… BUT the most pathetic disappointments… are when you disappoint yourself.
let’s not go there.
surprisingly somewhat determined… -v.